blendurr95
i don't know what you mean.
that's it.
this wasn't how she'd imagined herself dying.
she'd grow old, surrounded by her grandchildren, the only one in the room with a smile because she knew it was time and she knew it was meant to be and she knew she'd be going to a better place.
how did this happen? when did it get so bad that she needed to do this?
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