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We are all just small insignificant pieces, in a whole universe that makes up one big picture.
We are constantly destroyed and replaced. However the bigger picture stays the same.
So why do we strive to live yearn to be number 1? To make our petty existence actually mean something.
I flew away. Far away. It wasn't my fault. Why must you punish me for it? I try so hard to let you go but I just can't. You've hurt me from a world away... You nearly killed me, but i just cant get you out of my head. Everywhere i turn I see you. I miss you. I love you. I need you. Why did this happen to us. Why did you lie? Why can't i get you out of my head.
soil is the stuff that plants use to grow by using the nutrients that are in it. If you take soil and eat it you could possibly get sick, because there are probably germs. If you rub it on your face, you could look pretty interesting.
James
She sunk her jagged teeth into my flank my wolf instincts told me to fight back before she tore me apart but I couldn’t bring myself to harm her. Perhaps I could still get through to her. Maybe the spell was reversible, maybe I could still save her. I shook her off of me and braced for her next blow I will be dead soon. I will never loose myself. I will never play his game. He will never win.
Breanna
I couldn’t control my body. I’m not even sure if it’s even mine. All I could do was sit back and watch as I, no not me, this wolf body, tore James apart ruthlessly. I can’t stop it. I’m powerless. Why doesn’t he fight back why doesn’t he stop me?
James
I give up. I can’t go on I can’t continue. I’m too weak.
Breanna
He was just lying there in a pool of his own blood. I couldn’t control my body. I was walking up to him preparing to finish him off. I couldn’t stop it. He looks up to me weakly, his body a mangled mess of fur and blood, and says ever so softly, “I love you”
James
I was dying; I could feel the life slowly draining out of me. ”I love you” I had to tell her even if she was lost.
Breanna
I stopped advancing towards him. I felt my heart leap at those three words, his last three words. I moved my mouth open, and then closed it. “I love you too” I managed to say before I lost control again. No. I will not let them take control of me again. I fought with the thing inside me the thing that wanted me to kill him. I was winning.
James
She sunk her jagged teeth into my flank my wolf instincts told me to fight back before she tore me apart but I couldn't bring myself to harm her. Perhaps I could still get through to her. Maybe the spell was reversible, maybe I could still save her. I shook her off of me and braced for her next blow I will be dead soon. I will never loose myself. I will never play his game. He will never win.
Breanna
I couldn't control my body. I'm not even sure if its even mine. All i could do was sit back and watch as I, no not me, this wolf body, tear James apart ruthlessly. I can't stop it. I'm powerless. Why doesn't he fight back why doesn't he stop me?
James
I give up. I can't go on I can't continue. I'm too weak.
Breanna
He was just laying there in a pool of his own blood. I'm so sorry. I couldn't control my body. I was walking up
All my life since I was just a baby I was hurt, abused, neglected. My dad left me and my mom alone when I was two we had nothing but an old car and clothes. I sustained. When I was 5 I was given a new step father he was suppose to support us love us but he just beat me down hit me, my mom, my sister. He was a drunk abusive man. But still I sustained. When I was 11 my mom left him. We lived on our own this time we had a baby my sister. At 13 I got a new step father he's cool I guess... I was alive for the first time in a long time I was happy. Then a "friend" raped me and it all left. So I sustained. At 15 I had a beutiful girlfriend she was perfect. I think I loved her she came from a horrible family they treted her wrong but I helped her but I wasn't strong enough she was to hurt to damaged she killed herself... I barely regretably sustained. I can't sustain any longer I just can't...
-SKB
I pulled my collar up slipped my hair back and walked up to the girl sitting at the end of the bar. She was a tall blond with silky hair and a beetles t-shirt and bell bottom jeans. I asked if she would like a drink and ordered 2 cokes. She thanked me and i asked her her name...
if you conceal your feelings from me how am i to help you? i cant just sit back and idly watch as you destroy yourself from the inside. you seem happy but its just a plastic smile.
As the lights dim he starts to get nervous. "She is alone now should i go talk to her? Should i go over there and ask her to dance?" He have had a crush on her for a long time now. "But what if she rejects me?" He sighs. "All well..." He then takes a shot of whiskey. "Okay i can do this..." He walks over to her and says. "Hi wan-" but then gets cut off by a big guy who pushes him out of the way and the big guy grabs her and asks her to dance.
Dude come pick me up my tire burst and i don't have a spare
Okay were are you?
I don' know i think on high way 9
okay well turn your headlights on i will be there in maybe an hour or so
WHAT an hour?
ya sorry fastest i can get there
what am i suppose to do till then?
i don't know sit in your car and wait
fine get hear as soon as possible
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