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i think of force. i think of power. i think of unstoppable movements. a creature running for its life. or a monster attacking

bury

i bury into your arms. where no one can hurt me. or so i hope. it is hard to trust when you've come to a point like this. i want to bury the past too. but i cant let myself

upper

i am constantly wondering to myself. is this the one that will make me soar? is this the one that will change the wrongs into rights? my dear baby sister, lost before i ever met you, pray that i meet you soon.

upper

I glance down, i see them. shining brightly. i cant help myself. when your back is turned i steal 1. then 5. then i leave. crush, snort, wide open. i am infinite.

upper

I see the gems in your hands. i pray they will take me someplace nice where the clouds are transparent and i wont feel pain. where ill feel invincible and perfect and maybe even alive

gone

The words dont come easy. I cant see them clearly anymore. It seems like dashing spirits in a windstorm. Everything is out of my hands. gone.

deer

i was sitting by the brook minding my own business when a small crack sounded behind me. i turned around and to my surprise i saw a small deer making it's way towards me. Enchanting eyes staring deep into mine. this was the magic of the forest.

I walked into the musty cabin. I was shocked and I looked around and then back at the man. There were a large pair of antlers hanging over the fireplace. I guess I forgot to tell the owner I was a vegetarian animal right's activist.

My belief was that you loved me. For me. My belief was that you cared about the things I wanted. I guess I was dead wrong. You never loved me. You used me. You only cared about getting the job done. Well congrats

train

I decided today that i would get on that train. I gave you the choice, come with me, or never see me again. Perhaps it was a naughty thing to do. But we both know, being away on our own was the only way we could be together.

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Brianna wrote about bury
“i bury into your arms. where no one can hurt me. or so i hope. it is hard to trust when you've come to a point like this. i want to bury the past too. but i cant let myself”

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