calliemelion
My emotions were leaving me heavily.
I couldn't control it; nothing made sense anymore.
It was as if every ounce of knowledge I'd acquired had abandoned me.
I didn't know where to go, what to do or who to talk to.
I didn't know strangers from acquaintances or friends from enemies.
Everything was black and white and grey like those movies I'd always seen.
That's all I could remember, actually.
Watching those movies, they brought me back to a time where nothing had to be remembered because it would all be repeated. I longed for that feeling again.
Emotions, memories, feelings, it was all drained from me.
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