catherinebeal
to celebrate the death of one and the rebirth of themselves into an eternal spiritual life. people cry too much.
to open ones eyes and force creativity to show. to teach someone is to help someone remember life long lessons.
corner. where i spent a good part of my childhood sitting in time-outs. my comfort zone in my mind. where i sit when everywhere else just seems boring. where i build a wall between people.
people always forget. they forget birthdays and anniversaries and how people hurt them. i always forget people who have hurt me and i forget how they hurt me. i forgive them too quickly. i want to keep a guard up for people who have hurt me before but i cannot do so. i can't remember how people hurt me. i don't know why but i can';t. it's tragic and i wish i could remember. i don't want to end up like the "elephant in the room" but i don't want to be oblivious either.
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