chloebarish
Sleeping, I am drifying. Waiting for you. I will always be here when you want me. I am forever at your disposal. You won't again be without me. Strong and soft, like silk, I am warm and held fast.
I'm in over my head--a slow descent. Too slow. Pulling at the air, which is disappearing. I don't want to hear from you anymore.
Help. Please help me. I need you. I might not want you but--it's true. I need you. I want anything but to be with you. Don't let me go. I'm Falling. I've fallen and I can't get up.
Falling.
Dropping.
Missing. Wanting...without.
Being.
Waiting.
Wishing.
Wanting.
Missing.
Waiting.
Grasping.
Needing.
Missing.
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