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I can remember the exact order of boyfriends I've had. I can remember the order I met them in, the order in which we kissed, the order of events that resulted in the break-up and the disorder of their reaction. Order; it's so random.
There's too much chaos in my life; not enough order. I've tried to remedy this by writing lists and keeping organised but them I just have a pile of chaotic lists and memos. One minute you're paddling in chaos, the next you're knee-deep...
I heard a myth about you; I heard you lived before this life. at first I didn't believe it but then I found the box. There were letters, photos, papers.. They were all about you but it was you before.
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