cuppylovee
Bellowing underneath the stars, this quiet deer has got bars. Locked inside my mind, is let you in from behind. Keeping you a secret, no one can know the deepness. Swallowing you in my ocean, you've got a motion that keeps the motion flowing.
The force of the Universe is strong within me. There is something else, opposing the positivity. It is pulling me. Calling me. Winning me over. I must be stronger but I am weak.
I need to learn how to relenquish some. I'm not a control freak, I just don't like to not have any. Its a good and bad thing i suppose. I'm working on it. I just need to let go... SOME.
I want so much, things I can't afford, I wish that the money in my pockets and my wants were on one accord. Well I know that I wealthy, well in spirit and humility at least. I know I'll never be, poor, or cheap.
you sit across from me and I stare at you. within arms length I reach for your hand, it isn't there. the small plain table cloth seems like a great desert.
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