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i was watching jimmy kimmel clips on youtube today and came across the interview with christoph waltz. he mentioned his son and his studies in israel. i can't imagine being free to travel anywhere and study anything. no complications no expectations. just freedom to explore yourself and people and the wonders of earth.
i wish i could travel space. haha i know it'll never happen in a million years, but just to be out inn space in the silence amongst the stars sounds incredible. just to experience life in an entirely different way. sigh i wish i could just get out of here sometimes. be able to let go of all of my bitterness and start fresh. i wonder if i would make the same mistakes. be just as selfish. be just as naive. i wish i could start over knowing what i know today.
the wind was blowing crazy today. i drove past the park and a kid was flying a kite. i haven't seen a child at the park in ages. for all i know they all stay cooped up indoors watching television and roaming the internet. but this little girl was at the park with the biggest smile on her face chasing the kite around the sky. i thought it was the sweetest thing until it dawned on me...where are these girl's parents??
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