dshanai
its because i've been running
trying to reach an unattainable goal
using up all my means because i wanted to go farther than the end
i sit back and smile
like everything is just swell when its not
my mission is for you to never find out
but i promise if you ever were to ask the right question
you would want to put tape over my mouth
waiting for the day my generation wakes up and learns the true definition of cool
its apparent that they have it all wrong
even if i could have anyone in the world
i choose u
i know where my heart wants to be
thats something i've never had to think twice about
see before u
i was my own politician
governing my own land
abiding by my own laws
the u changed me
i guess my heart has never been so sure of anything as it is of you
and my mind only knows this because it has my emotions going through fatal symptoms of withdrawals
and you know its bad when you're grocery shopping in Walmart and you want t cry for no damn reason at all
see wat i did is wat any fool in love would do
i let my guard down
kept it so low that i found myself unconsciously i was giving myself to you
you know how it is when your heart is so sure
and baby im telling you every thought i've ever had of us has only been pure
yeah baby im sure
this is a game i've never played before
i know it has to be true because never have i wanted to win this bad before
the rules are simple
just keep positive and give him space
i fail every time, right now im losing more than a game
one chance to make it all count
two people to build a future
three months to start a journey
four moments to realize what was wanted
and then there's five.....
i don't believe in karma
only because i feel as if mine is past due
i try and i try
i give and i give
i care when no body else will
the short end of the stick never ceases to find me
so i i no longer believe in karma
i know mine is past due
If patience is a virtue then why is it that we don't seem to get much back from it
We waste so much time
playing the waiting game
Looking for a better tomorrow with better days
clearer oceans and brighter skies
Possibly better known as the game of life
But don’t’ wait too long
Missing out on the greater things
Accompanied by complications and compromises
We must not block our blessings
Jump at chances
Jog instead of walk
Hell u can run if need be
if you trip fall its ok, get back up and dust yourself off
Don’t act like you've never felt the ground before
God knows you have, just don't forget to take a deep breath
Look back
Remember how He gave you the power to run into to newly opened doors
You must know He's the only thing worth being patient for
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