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in the mist of day.... you'll leave me. such a sad picture. such a sad thought. and yet so gloriously homey and sensual. like in pride and prejudice. but my favorite mist is ocean mist. breathe it in. especially in the fall. or right after a rain storm! that too! i like mist....
i have this sinking feeling that i am not with the person that I love. in fact im currently with no one. But he is. i am not sure if hes who im supposed to be with. but i feel like... well, i dont know.
i know that somewhere in me i know... you see, im psychic.
but i dont want to know.
yeah.
thats it.
i dont want to know.
i arrived at the station.
at the station.
at the station.
i saw him standing there.
at the station, standing there.
found my love at the station.
at the station.
at the station.
with all the love i have to share.
i embraced my mom today. i saw here standing in our family room alone. And she just looked tired.
and this is my beloved is a song that i sing constantly for auditions. It is a beautifully dedicated song to one's loved one. And it is a song that is about standing up for love. Now is a beautiful time in society to talk about standing up for love. Love has become so passe. Let's stand up for our beloved.
i keep forgetting to do a lot of things. I need to write thank you notes. and pack for my trip. but I keep forgetting. i think its less forgetfulness and more me being lazy. or not exactly lazy but lacking the desire to move forward. hopefully this desire will return and i will stop being lazy and forgetting everything
i havent painted in a while. but the other day I painted a picture for ted. and I sent it off to south america. So hopefully when ted opens up his letter he will see that I painted him something and he will laugh. Because lets face it. Im not very good at painting... at all. but he will know that I did it for him. And he'll smile. Because it's nice when someone does something for you.
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