feiwald
Every time she visits. It's like my whole past is shoved back in my face at full force. There's something in the way she hints, that she wants me to remember. She knows, oh she knows it's horrible but I think there's an evil/curious part of her that wants to know.
as I ran down my hallway to his room, my eyes burst like clouds ready to storm. The water flowed freely and there were no words. His bed. Lord, his bed. The one he would never share with me again, he would never sleep in it or watch tv in it or cuddle me in it. Never again.
HELP
i need somebody,
help!
not just anybody,
help!
you know i need someone,
help!
the beatles.......
but i do need help, mentally and in my choice of people i know. too many people enjoy annoying me, and there's too many people i want to punch in the face
ugh. i already did fried. i was making each type of food one day of the week. Fried is tuesdays. today is saturday. I cant help this insatiable desire for fried. Ugh
FRIED
bacon
eggs
chicken
hashbrowns
a lot of my favorite foods are fried, in fact, all my favorite foods are fried.
asthma. so many people at my school have asthma, and it surprises me how many people actually have it. you dont notice until you glimpse them sucking their inhaler quickly by their locker, or grabbing a quick suck from the PE teacher
uh. dysfunctional. it's sound sounds dysfunctional. it doesn't roll off the tongue like laugh bald or glum.
the crew of this ship included me, and....me. this is a one person boat and i must face it myself. the only way to get off this boat is to face the problem myself without help and then maybe someone will come to my rescue.
i lead them out of the forest
i lead them through the wavering dirt paths that led to
the asphalt paved roads
and let them wreak their havoc on the city below
independence
automatic independence
do it by yourself
by myself
all alone
instinctively
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