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Before this time, when I didn't used to hid from myself, I was able to show myself. Now I'm not able to see the world. I'm facing down to the world and my hood hides myself. I can't rise my head up and I'll never do.
In this precise moment I´m in a literature class. I have always been an student, this is what I know. The classroom is my comfort zone, here is where I have been developed, here is where I have been all my life. But there is more, there is something beyond the theoretical laws of Newtons. I know how the mass moves, but I haven´t seen it with my one eyes.
There I was, sitting in my corner. I was drinking my favorite bourbon i had kept for years. I´m no sure why I opened it, I wanted to save it for a special day. But I was feeling this was the day, my day, the day I´ll finally be... but it was just a common day. I felt sleep and the next morning I went to work.
They were playing all night. The trumpets, the clarinets, the violins invaded the place with their harmonious tones. 'There is something you want?' the waiter asked me, but I was lost since then, anyhow.
Innovation. Creation. Fabrication. Countless words to describe a great action, an action that moves the world. This is our essential difference with the rest. Our capacity to create something different is our essence.
Yesterday, exactly at 2pm I was driving to my home. In this moment there was a sudden but expected movement, he was awake. I didn't knew what to say. It was an awkward situation. I, then, knew that everything wasn't going to be the same anymore.
There is only one thing I have always regret: my one love. I wasn`t good enough. I didn`t care enough. And now there is no hole where my grief can be hidden. Now I cannot think in other thing.
Why is he always such a dick? He cant be able to be with me just for a second. Is as if he does not care about me. I have to change this impression of him.
When I was walking down the street I found a different but particular idea,. It was the idea that I was looking for, that I needed. The only thing, now, was to relate with another one, now I needed to transform this idea into something touchable. Ideas walk everywhere the difficult part is to relate them with something concrete, with the world.
There is nothing to me as to have the opportunity to share with you. The last time you came over it´s was the best time I´d for years. The way you complete me is unbelievable, there is nothing as you for me. You can do what any of my friends can, you can do what any of the humans beings can, your are me.
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