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Without feeling connected, I feel like the world has no meaning. I need close relationships, and the only way I know how to get them scares the hell out of me. I get so scared, that sometimes, I'd rather leave this world than do what I feel like I have to do to connect with meaning.
When did things get so complicated?
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