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Eat me! It looks so tempting. Down the rabbit hole, to the otherside. But I am removed enough from reality as it is. More substance is what I need.

You don't know me There is no me Without you That is heartbreak, baby And I am broken Patch me Up Sew the seams Bring me round So show me that heartache ain't forever

Parted, split like a thousand shards of glass From a hundred broken hearts holding a million hopes Of love Of blood and body Together Now ripped and carved apart In never but in hope Always

You look through me Eye of the storm No silver lining No sunny afternoon You look through me Don't know me? Don't show me Any time But lightning still brings thunder

I look as far to my left as I can. And as far to the right. A panorama spreads before me. But if I am a stupid enough mutha fucka to think this is the limit of my horizon, then this should be the last view I ever see. Look beyond.

So I had carried the tenth mattress, and she could still feel the pea. It was then I realised, if a princess wants to be happy, she will sleep with a legume and kiss a frog if she has found true love.

gown

Nicotine stained sleeves like cuffs of brass. Matted white, like sweating Arctic fox. Hot from gas. Hot from embers. I'm an addict baby so Light me up. I'll smoke in this gown til I'm burnt and bald. Don't try and stop me, I'm a mean mutha with a bad ass smoking jacket worn til dawn.

Bring me to you. As water spills and finds its level we find each other. As burning embers cool with time, take my warmth.

A green blue mist falls on the horizon. I breathe the salt air into my lungs and feel alive again. The sand cradles my feet, and as I run to the ocean my board cuts the breeze. I spot my white horse. This time I will ride.

That day, I still remember it well. When the earth turned more slowly for me, when the wind laid the autumn leaves to rest, when time became nothing more than an emotion, when my breath slowed to a turning tide. When the only thing profound in my world was you.

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on this day 15 years ago

Geejay wrote about dull
“Dull? What does it mean to go unnoticed, to be happy with your lot, to want for nothing, to not have to push against things. to know your own mind? Is this contentment or does it lack lustre? I wo…”

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