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Ha, how can you chose that today? Of all days. There is no time for thread, for the many upcoming craft projects. Lined up in their boxes. Waiting till after festival season. There is only time for checking and rechecking. Last minute throw togethers will not work now. The man burns in 18 days!
Ha. well if we had all of them we wouldnt be here.
And waiting for them is the hardest part. Some may never come.
Sometimes its best to stop search and go with what you have.
The question: Do the ends justify the means?
What is your answer.
The microphone fell form her hands as she made eye contact with the person that she had seen so long ago. where was this person from again? But she was absolutely sure she knew. Knew them from somewhere long long ago.
hA! Well I don't know what you know about this but I KNOW about this. Too bad I don't have time to actually get in one. I had been having my negatives developed but now.... I have them printed too. OH how I miss the good ol days! I don't want to make the transition. But it will happen one way or the other. So I better get on with it too.
the ball.
the call.
my favorite glass.
all gone.
a practice in impermanence and releasing attachment.
But I could not drop it from my mind.
........ blah. I cant think about rockets. I need to be studying kinesiology. Its hard to make it fun when everything is working against me. My teacher, who is really just a chiropractor, doesn't know how to teach and the book sucks too.
Yeah! for positivity.
The fire in my soul needs kindling. The flicker is there but I don't feel that zest that I had last year. Before you came along. Give me back my energy. or more correctly: I shall take it back. Which is why you are so angry.
As time...
It goes on and on
If you remember
Just for one second
Your connection to all things
The reality that are you part of it
You will never be lonely
And the love and passion that creates will spring forth from within you
I love cooking. I love the abundance of food we have and the ability to eat so well.
Recipes are meant as guidelines.
except in baking where it is pretty crucial to follow the measurements.
Who came up with cake anyways? Decided they were going to mix, egg, flour, baking soda..... really? who invented some of this stuff?
Upon waking I feel like I am no quite myself. again today. I want to be vibrant and full of zest. Happy for each days tasks as a meditative practice. I suppose the real practice is NOW. When I am tried and my stomach hurts. How to move more deeply into that and still be authentic.
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