gurchit
i felt a wealth of emotions for this individual, but i forgot the world operates with various currency. trust issues...
I used to feel like my life was in stagnation - college, repeat commitments, an inability to move, and a lack of creativity. In these few months since graduating, however, dynamism has shown in ways I could never have imagined. I use this post to express gratitude to the world - learning were stagnation is key, but also embracing dynamism when it's introduced in my life.
Am I western or am I Indian? I've spent my entire life existing in some sort of limbo in between, but i'm finding with experience that I am a mixture of both that pools together the positivity of each realm. Kinda like an arnold palmer tbh. Those who live by the code of lemonade will not all understand me, not will they always accept me. Same as those who live by iced tea — they will never truly understand the beauty of the Arnold Palmer, nor will I their traditional taste. The lovers of Arnold Palmers, however.... though we'll always only understand only the beauty of the Palmer, we have the ability to dabble in the pleasures that can come with unmixed drinks.
Why do I always ask for proof? Some of those most beautiful and eventful moments in life occur without any evidence of it happening. To always desire proof is to always desire meaning, but if one understands there's a possibility is meaningless, what use is it to constantly stress over proof. Proof. Appropriate sometimes, destructive others.
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