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If I could retrain my brain, then life wouldn't be such a drain. When I don't allow myself to remain in the frame of your love, then straining and draining it might as well be raining I go down the drain!!!!
If I follow after fiction than I will become fictitious. You are what you behold. If I behold truth, I will become true. If I behold beauty I will become beautiful. If I behold falseness, vanity, worthlessness, I will become false, vain, worthless.
Don't just give me a phrase you've heard sometime and think you can use it on me when you have no clue the meaning of it. If you haven't lived it or haven't really discovered the deeper meaning don't be uttering it. Even if the phrase was true you could do it much disgrace and then the real truth of it would be lost and covered up with your ignorance; get real!
Success means nothing to me. Its not going to be all about what I did, its going to be about what I have become. About being obedient to what you have asked of me to be and do. l can do nothing and am nothing without you God.
En route. That is what I am. I am en route. I have always been en route to coming back to you, the lover and maker of my soul. You are my destination as well as my origin!!!
If I could just split in two completely and be the beautiful loving person I was created to be and not let the impostor one of me mess up my life, well I think that would be grand. Except if it weren't for those times where I messed up, then I would never have been give beauty for my ashes, its those times that have polished me up and gave me a beautiful depth!!!!