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I wish I could predict what will happen to me. Am I ever going to be content with everything? I doubt it. Sometimes I wish I could find out.
But I know that finding out would have bad effects. I wouldn't learn anything. I need to live life the way it is supposed to be lived, without knowing what will happen.
I embraced the pain. The cool tingle contaminated my mind. I hate my life sometimes. But i try my best. I try to be happy and calm. nothing seems to work. So I just to accept it. I just had to.
Behind the corner is where he lies. He is always there. Sneaking upon me. Entering my mind. He is always trying to steal my life from me. I was just a little girl. He was a teenage boy. Why did he do what he did to me?
Forgetting.
Where to start? Love. Hurt.
Some things are never forgotten.
But we have to move on.
We have to live for the future.
Sometimes you just have to let go.
So it goes.
So it goes.
So it goes.
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