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i keep notes on my day like how the red fox jumped on my roof early day searching for birds turning to me as i spoke, his yellow eyes told me more than I should every know.

umbrella

I have fallen out of the window without my umbrella it is a straight shot fast and tumbling to unknown ground and when I hit the turf below arms flailing and legs in the air I find that it is so much softer than expected. a gentle float would have been so much nicer but now I am awake.

poison

I swallowed it all felt the burning slide deep knew the end was near but it didn't matter it was over anyway over and out and far from heaven.

transport

my mind wanders into other landscapes where things are lush and green I take myself there transport myself into another world wet and wild oceans shore, lakes soft waters anywhere but here where brown and dry becomes the norm.

transport

Push me pull me drag me to a life I shoud have not this one that dogs me now fly me swim me any mode will do I am looking for that new tomorrow the one that near the blue forever.

writing since 2011 · 6 entries · 4 days shown up

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on this day 15 years ago

Laurie wrote about poison
“I swallowed it all felt the burning slide deep knew the end was near but it didn't matter it was over anyway over and out and far from heaven.”

the words Laurie reaches for

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