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How. How in the world do I even know how to begin when there's so much to elaborate on in the end and no prompt of any interest. I want to begin, to start, to "get going" but that's the tough part and the next tough part is sounding eloquent enough to avoid sounding lost. The middle is hard. The end is a brain stumper but to begin? To begin is unendingly difficult. I would rather write as if I had already begun. Let me write as if I've been telling you a story for quite some time but you've forgotten all of it. You are being very polite and letting me go on without asking, again and again for this elusive missed prologue. You are picking together the puzzle pieces of it from what I say now and you find that you don't even need to hear it again. It makes enough sense as it is and maybe you feel as if you have this tiny memory of me possibly maybe having begun it in another time, when in fact I have not and never will.
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