jellybean424
I can't see anything. My world is blacking out. The darkness creeps into the corners of my vision, uninvited. I need just a little more time, oh my goodness, just a little more time. I need to raise my head and keep running. I need to keep going, never give up. Never.
Sitting up there, day-dreaming, I began to realize something. I was not who I said I was. I am who I am. Thinking about all of the lies that made up my life, made me realize that I was not alone. I was never alone.
I was staring at the most priceless thing in the world. The dew of sweat upon her face, the twinkling in her eye. I saw my new-born baby, and I was overjoyed. Amazing. Stunning. Beautiful. Maybe she will be something more than what others want her to be. She will be. They thought I couldn't do it, but I proved them wrong. Yeah, I did.
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