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My world had the ability to collapse at a moment's notice. It would leave behind only the wreckage of a person, like the fallout after a literal explosion; except this disaster would leave a much messier result behind, as there is no sort of hell like the life of someone whose heart has been ripped from their rib cage.
I willed my heart to give up the fight, but it remained driven by the smallest things, such as the memory of her smile or the curve of her body. I gripped my pencil a little harder as I tried to force the words to come, the ones that would let her know what she meant to me. At the very least, I had to try; I couldn't lose her, not after all of this.
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