jessmaxine
i have thought about suicide a lot during my teenager years. my grandpa passed away when i was 15. my family didn't handle his death well. and sadly, i felt unloved. i saw all the people who loved him and came to see his at his death and i wanted to feel that special just once. very naive teenager thoughts. very selfish. i'm different now. i love life.
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