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i am positively one happy human being,
with a lot to see and a lot to learn,
but not from you,
but from God Himself.
amen.
my iron heart melts.
i become saved.
all the creedences,
im expecting life.
cry through pain.
and let Him save you.
then you will always be happy.
all i need is love.
a feeling that i can not explain
morality is just my phase
how long can i believe
when the things i see are deceived
keep my pressure away from you
and handle your business too
so long
now pass me the bong.
wha?
so here i am laying down on this comfy couch with my feet up. still i am convinced that she got laid here, i mean where else was she going to do with her boyfriend in this room by herself? whatever, it doesn't matter.
dorm, college, halloween, christmas, birthday, jons bday
these bars tighter closing in on the poor black crow. Stained with fear but capable to resist the harsh reality of no escape. Help the bird while it gives up hope. Nevermind it escaped...
the tiny ant against the whole cement floor was like walking through the desert with no specific direction. the panicking ant straddles in circle and gets stomped on by the man in the gray suit.
I spoke to her today. I was actually surprised she took me out to eat. Although she took us to some exotic restaurant, which she knows I dislike for my unhappy stomach, but she took me there. All we talked about was how she was ready for some bullshit I didn't even pay attention to. I was too busy thinking of how the hell I was going to leave before that pepper drops down before me. And it won't be pretty..
it all ends to this...unfortunately no
Matter how much we try to avoid it we all
End with destruction. And after it
There's nothing but change.
And yes, change is good.
I had trouble trying to find the exit as I kept sinking towards my destination. This was not how I pictured the ending to be, keep pressuring yourself to discover your passion and live again. Sinking towards the troubling dreams.
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