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bear with it
bear with me
like the stars in the sky, organized into patterns that you don't understand
unless someone says thats they way they are supposed to be
cant you see it
they say
i can't see it
is this meant to be
or just a mirage?
used
used up
underused
overused
worn
worn down
downtown
townhouse
housewares
goods
used goods. take care.
patience
is a virtue?
its waiting
but how long should you wait
are you waiting for the right thing
what if things fall apart
wanting something good to happen
doubt
impatience
a place to place
wet drippy condensation
staining all the furniture
remove it and that
is a mark you can never get rid of
a ring
a scar
for all your friends to see
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