juliemusic
The visitor. He was still standing at the door step awaiting an invite from my brother. I could see my brothers hostile eyes once the surprise wore of his face, and I didn't even dare look the tall, strange man in the eye. When my brother didn't seem to wail by the door, the man sighed, and in a rusty, hopeless voice he said "I've come to see my daughter."
Going under
drowning
further
down down
sinking
into the deep
Under the inky ocean surface
Darkness.
The wind takes me away
As I sail upon tranquil waves
Only dark ocean meets the eyes
As I turn to say goodbye
Cause it's all already gone
Another chapter ended
I'm out here and so alone
None of the wounds were mended
But now it's all already gone
It is too late to turn back home
I'll wander and I'll roam
Where the wind blows, I'll go
If there ever was an easy way out, I would take it without blinking. Hell, I would start walking with my eyes closed, my arms tied behind my back. Even if I'd knock myself out on the way I could always get up again and find the right path. So different from now, when held in place by all the expectations, all the lies, the past, the future, where every decision made seems to have no effect.
Frosty air
Wet asphalt
Flickering streetlights
lighting up a dark silhouette in the
far distance
Soon invisible against a starless sky
Too soon
Gone.
Alpha. He runs with leaps so sure, like he knows every stick, every stone, and where every grain of dirt is located beneath him. And the others follow, feeling his fear, trusting his ability to find a safe place.
The fear is entirely dominating.
A sticky, gooey mass running down with a greenish light and the smell og bubbly acid.
It's like heaven is smiling down upon you, the rain turning to drops of perfection as they suddenly sparkle in sunhine that's passing through the dark clouds. You're looking up from underneath the ocean surface, seeing the little bits of sun find their way through the waves. They reach so far somtimes, into the deepest of darknesses, and they surround you while the water is cradling your soul. All you feel is perfect harmony.
I see signs now
All the time
In the waking hour
And while I'm sleeping
I see signs
of you in dreaming
But you are running
All of the times.
(super inspired by bloc party's song btw)
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