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what rhymed in my head. The ..... is when I really had to think.
Dead disco! dead fun, dead rock and roll. Paying rent would be a hassle, if I was stressing out. Stress will kill you. I'm not stressing. I am grateful to have two jobs, I just started my new one, so no more stressing and working on the modeling. Wish me luck y'all.
Dilemma! Haha should I stay or should I go? Half says stay, half says go.
Ugh, this dilemma is the worst, the feeling of thirst.
I want to go, but I don't know if I can do it. Well I can but I don't want to figure it out.
It has to happen eventually.
Quest. I am on a quest, a quest to conquer. I live in LA and I know what I want, but what I find so intriguing is that there are billion of different ways of me getting there. The quest is mysterious and the events are unexpected. I like unexpected. Exciting.
I can't wait until the day that I am a frequent flyer. Checking in luggage, boarding the plane. I want Alexander McQueens black ribcage luggage. It's intricate.
I need separation. I want my own creative space, high ceilings, bright lights, and white walls. We don't flow together creatively. I can't do this. I feel like by holding back from my expressionism it makes me small and dull. We need to separate.
It is a long walk. My mind tells me go, and I have to make sure my feet follow.
Walking on slivers of broken glass, painful yet worth it.
Dog eat dog world, I came here to conquer, I will never forget those I am doing this for.
Them first, myself second.
You see, I'd love to feel glamorous and dine in at a restaurant with three course meals and enjoy an entree. I cannot even write right now, because I am just thinking about how i missed yesterdays one word: Sound. Ugh..
Swan, swimming gracefully. Love. Swans only have one love in their lifetime. Graceful, and impeccable, like Chanel. Heartbreak. A swan can die from a broken heart. True love.
She gave me a slight overview of how it felt when she was sick last night.
I got a slight haircut.
"Let's use this slight piece of fabric!"
Slight, slight, slight.
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