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Running away from responsibilities is always very tempting, but even if i did, like with procrastination, I still come back to it. Maybe I don't even want to, or I'm forced, but a lot of time it is out of boredom. So so boring.

visit

I visit the place in the back of my mind quite frequently. It welcomes me back with open arms, bright sun beams and the questions i dare to think about. If given all the time in the world to be here, though, i would still leave. The place in the back of my mind isn't a place I should stay at long.

stir

I stir the soup while staring into it, lost in thought about it. As the liquid swirled slowly, I wondered about the taste. Hopefully it would be good enough to be edible.

I only feel like I'm really living once in a while. Looking out into the world, I sometimes feel like I'm really apart of nature. That's when I feel alive. In a world that clutters the brain with so much unimportant stuff, it's hard to just feel free, like you are actually living. Only once in a while can I just let it all go.

I'm just another patient. I'm not perfect, and I definitely need help. Will you please be my doctor, helping me and saving me from my own insanity? From the truths I've created in my mind, you aren't allowed, but I know you are outside of this reality, shining brightly and here to help me.

Secluded in her own little world, cut off from everyone else, she was finally happy. Nobody breaking into her privacy, invading her life and contaminating her thoughts. She was finally free, lost in her own day dream. Whether the outside world knew how content she was or not, she did not care. That would just have to deal with the catatonic body she had buried herself in, throwing away any connections to their so called reality.

When shown one thing, you may react this way, or some way I did not expect at all. Most of the time, you show me what I expect. But, my dear friend called Life, when you don't, it usually bring me the most joy. I'd rather not expect the unexpected, as knowing is fun, but surprises are too. So, sometime soon, present me with another unexpected gift.

roof

Laying her, looking up towards the sky, I thought. My mind jumped from one topic to another, from that nice person I met at school to how I was excited about the weekend. Up here, on the roof, my mind liked to run on overdrive. I didn't mind though. It was relaxing.

Flying higher and higher, I saw the everything get smaller and smaller. The people, the houses, the trees. I stopped, so high I floated near a cloud. From up here, looking down on this world, I saw destruction.

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