kellymara
Go forth. Go forth and make something of yourself. Go forth and seek answers to questions you've always wondered. Do something unexpected. Strive to be the best. Go forth and make today your day. Create. Destroy. Ponder. Enjoy. Be the person you've always wanted to be, but were too afraid to be.
I will take charge of this situation. i will take matters into my own hands. I will show you that i am in charge here, and that my opinion matters too. I will let you know exactly what I am thinking. I am in charge of my own life. IT IS MINE. My life is my own, and any decisions i make are for ME. I will not let you be in charge of my life. No one can make me feel inferior without my permission.
i was raised to be wholesome. truthful. Real. I was raised speak my mind but hold my tongue. i was raised to think for myself and be my own person. I was raised to hold my own. I was raised to be strong. I was raised by books, rather than by the tv. I was raised with fictional written characters as my best friends, companions in the real world.
if i make my entrance, would you notice? if i slammed doors, fell to the floor, dropped my bag and covered my face with my hands in a look of absolute defeat, would you see? would you see how much pain i'm in? or should i make my entrance normally, slowly, carefully, pretend nothing is bothering me, and continue on with my life, and wait for you to realize what you've done.
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