kissingjae
I think there is enough evidence in this broken heart to say that;
1) I've loved you my entire life
2) in the time that I've loved you I loved you with my whole self
3) I gave you my heart, my whole heart and you just spit in my face
4) You're the reason I don't think I'll ever love again
and finally;
5) You've ruined me forever.
When it comes to having a muse, I think mine is quiet beautiful places. When I was little I used to think that's how you spelled "moose." How young and silly I was, right? A muse is pretty necessary for much of my good writing. A good place to sit and think.