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Driving every whim, lost to a need not my own. I need it but I don't want it. My medical addiction. Made from illness but kept to suppress.
Being born is easy. Being born is simple. Everyone does it. But in certain families with certain names it's better not to have been born at all.
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borncertainlackfreedommasochismheldrepressioninternalexternalfightselfeasysimplefamiliesnamesbetter