lifeofawizardjedi
Despair was my emotion as i found out i failed my math class the other day.
i'm hopeless in math
and i failed
.7% away from a passing grade
i'm not going to lie
it's been a long time since i've cried that hard
and what makes it worse is the fact that it is 100% my fault
and i have to deal with that for the rest of my life
men:
You stole my heart.
you made me cry
i fell asleep to my sad lullaby
you ripped my soul
you stole my life
and i i will never be a wife
because of what you've done to me.
Have you forgotten me? When you call everyone else to hang out? Am In in your thoughts when you're inviting people to a party? Probably not...but i'm never forgotten by god. He knows me always, he knows my name and he knows my thoughts, wishes and dreams. I will never be forgotten when I think of god. <3
Vodka is something I always will have a desire to try but probably never will. Actually not probably I never will drink. I've seen the way It messes with someone, and doing it in the name of having a good time...makes no sense to me. However if destroying your body is your thing then go right ahead. I'll just stick to eating my greasy food which makes it so I can at-least walk straight after consuming. I think that's a better and more delicious way of slowly killing myself. As S. Truett said "food is essential to life so make it good."
I wasn't meant to be born. My mom had a period shortly after I was conceived I was born with a true Knot in my umbilical cord yet I was. My birth had a purpose i'm meant to be here...why I still am Is beyond me. If anyone knows that purpose please make me aware.
I'm not fashionista
let's not pretend
I like shirts 5 sizes too big
and I don't do my hair somedays
...however I know one thing, when you wear too much eyeliner not only do you have to clean crud up from the corners of you're eyes for a week..but you look...not as pretty as wearing less eyeliner...at least i do.
go natural :)
hehehehe
Have you ever felt like you were in some foreign country? That everyone else spoke a different language and thought differently then you?
I know I do all the time.
I stick out, I feel odd...but you have to realize God understands us all...he loves us all and he's always there for you when no one else will listen. :)
You're never truly foreign in the eyes of god
Hahahahahaha go go inspector Gadget :)
did anyone else watch that movie as a young one?
i know i did
and guess what,
i did enjoy it...quite a lot :P
and i still do, but this comes from a teen who still watches episodes of Arthur you know, the cartoon aardvark. Yep I find them on youtube. you're jealous
Only a sith deals in absolutes.
I know that wasn't the word
but i quickly glanced at it and obsolete became absolute in my mind.
and of course that brought up star wards
yes yes i am a jedi
thank you very much
i'm one who is a huge star wars nerd
whatcha going to do about it? talk bad about me?
quite frankly it's true i am a loser so really waht you say doesn't effect me at all.
I have no integrity...that was lost long ago.
I've said that multiple times, I'm little enough to call human.
however one thing i can do. is have fun!
which i do quite well I wont lie.
Granted i'm going to hell.
Granted people say i'm going to hell daily
but hell I enjoy my life...can you really say that? honestly and truly?
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