llllauren
celebrate good times come on! yeah?? well how many times do you celebrate for another's happiness that didn't have some effect on yourself. My point is, when was the last time you truly gave your full attention to someone's achievements and not thought about you in the end.
be accountable for your actions, don't let others make decisions for you, and most importantly don't let yourself get in the way of your dreams, goals and aspirations. end o story. oh yeah and give more than what you do now.
red umbrellas everywhere in the street. being put up. put down. twirling in the rain. there's dancing everywhere with people in yellow raincoats. I'm in a black dress, drenched from head to toe. running and shoving my way through the smiles while in distress. I can't find you. where could you be? i'm running. running. out of breath. can't catch it for fear only creeps in. finally i see something. is it? it is. you stand there with a dozen dead roses, dressed in the finest suit. smiling. but the smile fades as does your presence. your smile turns from grin to grimace. you drop my roses. you turn. you leave. i'm still running towards you to catch up. but i'm engulfed by red umbrellas. red umbrellas are all i see. i fall to my knees. you're gone. i shutter and look down. i look up only to see the street lamp shine down on me. i'm alone. i'm cold. the smiles have gone. the red umbrellas have turned to the crimson that runs through the gutters. there's not a person in sight but all that stands is this lamppost. this lamppost that brings to light the wrong i have done to you. i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry.
transport to move.
move to stratagem.
stratagem to action.
action to rush.
rush to flow.
flow to effusion.
effusion to address.
address to engage.
engage to give one's word.
giving one's word to betroth.
betroth to espouse.
espouse to uphold.
our love will transport through the years of strife and struggle to uphold the truth, purity, and wholesomeness we find in one another.
we are love.
we are not the oil and water we see in so many around us today.
we are one matter flowing freely yet full of volume.
before God and everyone here, this love will last through the years.
i wish we were so far in the future that we could be living those times where transporting our selves was possible. i miss you babe and this living-on-your-own-super-cool-college-experience only gets so good without you.