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lead me to a party
teach me to forget
i am unstable.
lead me to that door
close it and throw words at me
you are taking control.
lead yourself outside
daylight says, "forget"
you are manipulative.
lead the morning here
show me the regret
i don't remember a thing.
do it for me.
-but, my integrity...
do it for them.
-but, my self esteem...
do it for him.
-but, my innocence...
do it for her.
-but, my dignity...
integrity says no when everyone else pushes, "yes."
integrity comes with strength. integrity comes with experience... one who is wise has integrity.
integrity might be one of the hardest things to find during high school. i've learned to never deny anything and learn from the past!
i am determined to find who i'm supposed to be
i am determined to be that person no matter what
who do you feel connected to?
who do they feel connected to?
do these two things tear at the very connection in which you share?
staying connected to people over the years is hard. a lot of times, best friends become foes and the pressure of any situation can turn people against each other. i wish i was able to connect with people easier, but sometimes i find it unnecessary to connect with others when i know i will always have my true friends... why waste time trusting anyone?
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