maggiejeant
I spread jelly with a spoon. I'm afraid of knives because my brother cuts himself.
Now i'm scared
scared
scarred.
love is endless?
unconditional love?
how am i supposed to believe that with parents that throw words at each other. words before objects.
how am i supposed to believe that when my brother has been hiding with me in my room for so many years.
afraid of what they're saying
fear is endless
love is endless?
unconditional love?
how am i supposed to believe that with parents that throw words at each other. words before objects.
how am i supposed to believe that when my brother has been hiding with me in my room for so many years.
afraid of what they're saying
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