ManiYani
Deep desire for something. But I wish I knew what that something was. There's this large soul-crushing weight of want in my heart, but for what I do not know. How do you long for something you don't even know? Theoretically.
Little guy had his very own cozy rug near the fireplace. I also had to make sure he didn't whiz on the carpet, if you will. Plenty of food for his energetic and active lifestyle. If I had a puppy.
Black. Sometimes red. Sometimes polka-dotted. Worn by all genders, but assumed to be worn primarily by men. What an assumption.
Zie waited in line. Zie had to go. Seriously, hir bladder was about to burst. Just how long did it take one person to pee? And why did three other people just now also have to pee?
Bathroom was at maximum occupancy. One.
I thought they would remember. They came years late. They ignored me. They pushed me aside.
And here they came, heaping praises, reassurances, false hopes. Platitudes. Fake.
It was a belated birthday.
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