mqsmith
If fear failure more than anything else. It's why I didn't learn to ride a bike until I was fifteen. It's why I still don't know how to drive. When I see other people succeed at something, I just know I will fail. I have pretty poor self esteem.
I glanced out over the wasteland that was my life: my father lay quietly in the coffin, my estranged stepmother and brother were turned away from me and my sister couldn't decide who needed her emotional strength more. I didnt.
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