msandriea

Birth should be a beautiful thing, but it's scary to me. I watched my best friend give birth, and it was amazing. I just can't see myself going through that. I don't want to be selfish and not give life, and have a family, but it makes me nervous to think that another life depends on me to live properly. I mean I've had my own issues with making sure my own body is properly cared for. Maybe one day I'll feel differently.