noassuranceofreturn
I hope all the claims are true.
I hope what you claim to feel is true.
I love you.
Despite.
Despite everything, I'm still here. I'm still dealing with things I said I would never deal with. You mean everything to me, you're important and I care more for you more than I ever have for anyone else. I have to find the right words because I have so much to say and no where to begin. There have been struggles and trials even before the beginning of our relationship but it's okay because it's better than it ever has been. We fight, we argue, we play, we fall apart and come together, you apologize, I apologize.
And despite it all, I think I'm in love with you.
We are always trying to figure out what "together" really means.
You are so important, so special and I know you don't even realize it. I wouldn't be going through all of this for anyone but YOU.
Time heals all. Time will heal you and it will heal her. There comes a time when you must stop repenting that which you feel guilty for. You don't owe her anything other than the ability to move on. Don't make me pay for your past. Don't let her push me away. I'll stick around just a little bit longer just to make sure that you're really sure of what you want to do.
I know what I want.
I want to be with you. I want us to be together without fear of judgement, or anything else that might stand in the way. I want to know what it feels like to love and be loved in return. I am so brutally loyal and you're hurting me in ways that you could not even comprehend.
Don't do this. I won't stay forever.