ohaitharr
washing, drying, dirty hands and crumbling skin. the hot water scalds and i let the soap bubble and burn it's way into the cracks. i will be clean, i will be pure, i will be perfect.
what is it? what is it to be brave? to do something new, to leave fear behind? or to go stumbling forward dispite fear? to crawl on hands and knees and bleed and scream and be afraid, but know that you can go, push, drag yourself forwards.
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