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paintingtheworldazure

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Fractures are like half assed breaks. Fractures in a relationship can be far more painful than a break, because each chip eats away at both parties, yet neither person wants to break the bone. But the fractures never heal, and the relationship shatters.

mayor

I am the mayor of my town, population one. If I can't control my own town, how could I possibly invited someone in to share it with me? My town needs a disaster relief fund.

Her undying righteousness made her seem more upright than the average person. But in reality, she had a hunch in her posture, which no one noticed.

I cried for so long, that my life was a puddle and I was drowning in it. Running after my future, trying to catch up. I tripped and fell, my tears drowning me in the way an unconscious person can drown in a puddle.

hood

Hoods can never hide enough of yourself as you want them to.

blaze

"I will blaze until I find my time and place. I will be fearless, sure during modesty and grace. I will not disappear without a trace." from Little Women. Stuck in my head. Diva song.

The charms on my charm bracelet hold the memories of failed friendships. I bought a matching charm with all of my friends, and the only thing left of a wonderful era is a piece of lead on a faux silver chain.

rainy

I can write forever about the rain. Rainy days are completely comforting. I'm a firm believer in Sarah kay's quote " rain will wash away everything if you let it." when my life is too much to handle, I'll strip down to my bones and veins and heart and let the rain wash my veins and cleanse the buildup of doubt. My soul gets so heavy sometimes, and only rain will sufficiently clean me up.

Capture a fleeting thought by writing it down. I'm trying, I really am, but sometimes if I write things down, it realizes things that I can't seem to face. I try to capture the essence of my life as it is now, but my hands can't seem to grasp it.

I think lillies are overrated flowers in literature. They're used in a ridiculous amount of books as symbols, and yeah I get it they're beautiful. Pick a different flower guys. There are far more interesting ones.

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Azure wrote about orchestra
“Our eyes met, and an orchestra started playing in my head. Suddenly nothing else was relevant. Voices were drowned out by the symphony, and all I could see were his eyes.”

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