Pandyfish

Pandyfish

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The steam comes out of the top and mingles with my tears The face in the window becomes distant and I run after Until machine overpowers beast

"Eat your veggies" But Mama, I don't want to "They're good for you" Please Mama, don't make me "Just one bite?" No, Mama, no "It's okay honey" Maybe it is, I don't know

once there was a me then there was a you, too and we couldn't help but look and see ourselves in eachother now you are me as i am you and we can't love eachother because we see what we hate in you in me

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Math is perfect. There is a right and wrong answer, with nothing inbetween. Once you know how to do it, you're done. But math is too perfect, too percise. The world does not have right or wrong, it only has i m p e r f e c t i o n c r a z y m a d n e s s and e v e r y t h i n g e l s e

The fake nails, the plastic diamonds. I hated what I saw in the mirror each morning. But I couldn't wouldn't shouldn't change. Not until the next version of me came along to live it's life.

she prepared the tea anticipating his arrival the cookies fresh the sugar in bubbe's china but he never came and the tea was cold and stale

are we single people? or a giant species, no one really mattering all we say dust and empty laughs? is it possible to be both?

I like to watch the world with earbuds in even (especially) if no sound comes out of them listen to the world around you, without it knowing that you can hear it what do they say?

am i able to do it? so young, they say, too old, they say can you push past their glares and become C A P A B L E ?!

she shuffles past the deserted store "looking for renters" she remembers the musty books the creamy iced chai the look of understanding on Ms. Vernal's face when she told her secret now, the secret, just like the store, is vacant

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