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the executives stood there, in a row that mocks you as you walk by it. you feel like a failure in comparison, with your camera in your hand-but you are better than their suits, ties and brief cases.
my major? digital media. will i ever succeed? i won't know for another few years. will everything turn out okay? i know it will.
i'll dance naked in front of an audience. sway to the music of the world. stark naked, because the whole world can see me
these walls are structured brick-by-brick. knock them down from the bottom-up, and everything comes crumbling down.
however, i have found it best to stay away. the close proximity kills, even if i think i have my emotions controlled. being near you was like a magnetic pulse, and talking to you was just too easy.
lately, i havn’t felt whole. a big part of me i gave to you. a big part of me that will be yours forever. i hope you know that, because you never seemed to understand. i will never feel whole again, and sometimes i regret the choices i’ve made. but it's time for both of us to move on. i will always love you.
lately, i havn’t felt whole. a big part of me i gave to you. a big part of me that will be yours forever. i hope you know that, because you never seemed to understand. i will never feel whole again, and sometimes i regret the choices i've made. but itt
lately, i havn't felt whole. a big part of me i gave to you. a big part of me that will be yours forever. i hope you know that, because you never seemed to understand. i will always lob
i want to go to the gym. i want to have those perfect female abs in between my hip bones. and i want to rock your world with it.
you sent me a picture of your figure-abs you worked hard on with ROTC. this was less than a week after my break-up, but you were always there when i was with him, creeping your way into the back of my mind. we've always had to hide our feelings for each, control the impulses of what we want to do. but we're in a place where we don't have to feel guilty, and don't have to hide. i can look at your figure, i can let you look at mine.
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