Prismnights
Can be still when your beliefs are instilled
Stress makes you look weathered. Men are distinguished, women are weathered. A barn is weathered. Rocks are weathered and women . . .
I finally understand the meaning of balance but I can't seem to hold onto the action required.Life is a challenge
The days after you died up through today. The world kept moving and I was barely hanging on. It felt out of control inside but they all said I was so calm. I was dealing with things so well. Sometimes I still feel like I am flailing inside but walking/working through my days.
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