racheldk1
i'm not going to write about the word swell because it's a stupid word and means nothing to me.
visitor
you visit me
in my dreams
my nightmares
haunting me
torturing me
i relive it all
when you visit
i try so hard
not to sleep
but i give in
there you are
haunting me
in my nightmares
visitor
responsibility
to you
so strong
i'm all you have
if i dont protect you who will?
but i'm so young.
i'm only sixteen.
just a girl.
but so much more than that.
it's too much responsibility.
not one that i ever dreamed would be mine.
but if its not mine, then whose is it? i am your last hope.
responsibility.
Visit.
You visit me
Every night
In my dreams
In my nightmares
Wake up crying
Wake up screaming
Leave me alone
Why must you visit
manners make me think of silence.
speaking out isn't polite.
my pain isn't polite.
my thoughts aren't polite.
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