rausica
I smile when I'm happy, and I smile when I have to hide the pain. Does no one else? I see others smiling and have to wonder "are they actually happy? Or are they simply good liars?" I see confident people and think "Are they ACTUALLY that happy with themselves, or are they faking it?" This world is made up of the blind leading the blind.
I loved him so much....he was my beloved, wasn't he? Right? Please say yes...or say no...I just need an answer...I'm begging you....the universe...whoever's out there...TELL ME if he's the one. I feel like I should know if he was, but what if I shouldn't? I wouldn't know. This is my first chance at love.
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