renae13
I witheld a lot of emotions from a lot of people. I am passive agressive. Maybe even passive. I tend to keep things to myself because I think they aren't important in the grand scheme of things. However, maybe they are. Maybe I need to let loose no matter the consequences.
I have no preparation right now. I am probably going to have a mental breakdown soon and I am not prepared for it. I have never had one before. I wonder what it would feel like. A release? Or just more anxiety and stress? But I sure do tell my parents I'm fine.
I can't handle awkward situations or confrontation. It makes my flesh crawl. There are so many things I wish I could say; however, I am the closed mouth that won't ever get fed because I claim to take everything with "a grain of salt."
I have been disoriented for the past 3 days and will probably continue to be for the next 3 weeks. I am drowning in my work. School is a scam. The education system has killed whatever creativity I have left.
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