Rimaton
They tried so hard, tried and tried, to change who I am, but who are they to do so? , Morality dicipline and all, I want to be immoral, I want to be bad, let me be. It's my choice, Evil minds and pretenders, instilling their fake thoughts in our hearts, souls of the dead trying to live in us, ideal faith, ideal acts leave us be. Fuck off, and your thoughts with you .
I am no one, and everyone , no one is everyone in me, I’ll keep on changing, but desolated I always will be, why so ? you’ll ask, just because : I’ll always answer, desolated for myself, for my life, for life itself and sorrow, for sorrow and loneliness, I’m nobody though, always nobody I remain, by myself, alone and lonely, clearly there’s nobody here, but myself, my desolated self, I love, I love, I love, but is love enough to heal the nothiness in my soul, my heart, the absurdness has invaded my mind, and still , desolated I’ll always be, always was, holy desolation, holy desolated me. We’re dancing, you and me, in the sea, crying, we’re crying out of fear, and smiling still, as we’re losing ourselves in the moment, but the moment is not always there, and we’ll remain here, for eternity, suspended and happy, smiling out of regret, our souls not brave enough to leave us be.
I am no one, and everyone , noone is everyone in me, I'll keep on changing, but desolated I'll always will be, why so you'll ask, just because I'll always answer, desolated for myself, for my life, for life itself and sorrow, for sorrow and loneliness, I'm nobody though, always nobody I remain, by myself, alone and lonely, clearly there's nobody here, but myself, my desolated self, I love, I love, I love, but is love enough to heal the nothiness in my soul, my heart, the absurdness has invaded my mind, and still , desolated I'll always be, always was, holy desolation, holy desolated m. We're dancing, you and me, in the sea, crying, we're crying out of fear, and smiling still, as we're losing ourselves in the moment, but the moment is not alwayss there, and we'll remain here, for eternity, suspendes and happy, smiling out of regret, our souls not brave enough to leave us be.
Desolation , oh desolation, I don't get why you're here, but I'll try my best, please leave me , or don't , I'm still going to be here no matter what, for you and for others I'll be, for life and for love I'll be, die or not , I'll be .
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