ruthmary
Ha! What is my intent exactly? Am I trying to take back my actions from the past? Make you want me? Why didn't I just kiss you then?
Squared off. Boxed in. Locked out. Sunk. Alone. Sitting under the table and waiting. Silence.
Squared off. Boxed in. Locked out. Sunk. Alone. Sitting under the table and waiting. Silence.
Flee. I would like to.
Run away, and hide.
Sitting under the table, waiting and listening for the silence.
Fleas?
Don't have any. Of course. We're clean.
Clean and hiding.
Resounding. Re-finding. Alert and investigating. Invigorating. Body and mind shaking.
writing since 2013 · 6 entries · 4 days shown up
each square is a day—lit means Ruth showed up.
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the words Ruth reaches for
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